Paula

I was standing there speechless, shocked from everything. I couldn’t imagine how shameless Elizabeth and Dave could be.

I stammered, asking Dave, “why dave? Because I didn’t let you touch me?”

Dave huffed as if he was bored or as if he was angry because I interrupted his lovely sexual fuck!

I yelled, crying out, “tell me now, bastard! I guess my father was right when he said you are not a good person!”

I turned my heel after throwing Dave and Elizabeth with disgusting looks, but Elizabeth scoffed, “I guess you are too innocent to know.”

Dave made fun of me too and laughed with her.. he pulled Elizabeth to his lap and started kissing her, then mumbled, “I guess now Paula, you know that I won’t go to our engagement so— tell the guests that I’m not interested in you.”

Dave's words were too harsh, I felt the ground rotating under me. For god sake! I just busted them fucking each other! On my engagement day! I felt stabbed twice in my heart—Once when I realized that my boyfriend is cheating on me. And second, when I figured out that my best friend was faking up and sleeping with my boyfriend! For god sake!

But my father couldn’t control his temper; he punched Dave in the face, “You son of a bitch! I will kick your ass for breaking my daughter's heart. I knew from the beginning that you are not a good guy!”

I pulled my hand away “please, dad, he’s a dirty asshole! Don’t stain your hands with someone like him.”

And that's when I got the third shock in the same minutes! Dave hollered, “oh, really! Then ask your father where he keeps going every night?!”

I widened my eyes to dave, “watch your mouth! My father is a decent pastor! He is—:”

Dave cut me off by hysterical laugh then said from the tip of his nose, “your father is fucking gambling every night! And guess what?! he is fucking whores every fucking night! Yes! He is a manwhore.”

I placed my hand on my heart, I gulped nervously, especially when my father didn’t say a word. He just lowered his gaze, ashamed of himself.

I placed my hand on my father's chest in disbelief “father? Say something! Please. Is that true?”

My mother finally appeared; I guess she felt that we have been inside Elizabeth's house for too long— she blurted out, admitting “yes Paula! Your father is a gambler and addicted to whores as well and we are not even married—.”

I blinked shockingly and leaned against the wall to adjust my body. The shocks were like rocks coming to my head one after another— what was that? Was that a freaking nightmare or what?

I said breathlessly asking my mother “what do you mean by not married?”

My mother spat it out as if she wanted finally to tell me the truth and escape from that fake marriage “Your father and I are divorced— five years ago but we hid the truth from you to not break your heart. But you are not young anymore and you should understand because by way or another I will be leaving the house soon. I can’t live forever.. like this.”

I gasped and started laughing uncontrollably “oh fuck! Is that the fucking confessing day for everyone?”

My father and my mother and even Dave and Elizabeth stared at me shocked! Yes, I have never said bad words, not even in my mind. I was the freaking perfect girl.

But I realized that I have been living a big lie for the whole of my life.

My father placed his hands on my shoulders “baby, but I do love you. You are my princess— my child.”

I jerked off my father hand “fuck you father! I hate all of you— from now on, I will live my life!”

And I ran out of Elizabeth's house crying and sobbing in a thunderstruck. My legs weakened because I was wearing high heels. I totally forgot that I was wearing my golden sexy short dress already.

That's why I decided to do what I have been preventing myself from doing— yes! Drinking till the morning, going to a bar and dancing with someone I don’t know and losing my virginity!

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