Amal closed the door behind him hoping he just had to feel this for a few days. He was scared, scared that Sham may walk in to reconcile and find her friend in his house, then he will have another hectic explanation to give. He rubbed his hands on his face and sighed. It was evident that Jecinta wanted him, her smiles, her admiration and the fact that she kept moving closer to him made him reach a conclusion. She was lusting after him. He walked to the kitchen and cleaned the dirty dishes. He kept hoping that it was Sham, why was it not Sham in that room, it should have been her. His mind was over loaded with thoughts and he knew he was going to start having his hallucinations. The psychiatrist had always told him to keep his thoughts less and fix his mind work and things that would not bring the memory of Sophia, here he was thinking about Sham and why that woman in that room was there. When he was done with washing he switched off the TV and lights and went to his room. He wanted to lock but he didn't want to every time he thought of locking the door the memories of Sophia locking the door to kill him kept appearing. He held his head and closed his eyes tight to avoid all the destruction his mind kept feeding him. He rushed to his drugs drawer and took a pill from a jar of drugs and took it. He had stayed for three years without using that f drug. He then got into his bed. He just wanted to sleep and at least get the thought of having Jecinta in his house away from his mind. He slept

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Amal sat on his bed working on his laptop, he was looking through his emails and answering some of the emails, it was morning already. Sophia walked into the room from having a shower. She then dressed and walked down stairs to prepare breakfast. Amal watched her amusement. She looked real, she wasn't dead, was it hallucinations, was he dreaming or something. His thought were easy, no tension no nothing. He felt fine and comfortable. He went in with his job. He didn't get the point where Sophia was from and why he was still working comfortably when she was there. Shortly she walked back to the room and locked the door then took the keys and placed it in her stomach. Her eyes looked deadly and her breath was heavy. "I will always be back for what is mine Amal, I want my company back." Amal got up from his bed and placed the laptop on the bed. He froze and looked at her silently. "You will never be happy, not with Sham I will never let you be." She said the took out a knife and moved closer to him. Before he could reach for the knife. She stabbed him on his chest. Amal woke up startled by his dream. It was long since he had had such dreams of Sophia and he knew this was all because of the thoughts of Sham and her lusty friend Jecinta. He was all sweaty and his hand had held something tight from his chest. It was soft and tender and when he looked it was a hand, he then let go and looked to see who it was. Jecinta looked startled too and she held her mouth from screaming. "What are you doing here?" He said moving further from her. He was in his sleeping shorts only and had no shirt. She looked down to his chest and he felt awkward. She moved closer and got to his bed. "I want you Amal." She said biting her lip and moving closer to hold his chest. Amal got out of bed and rubbed his hands on his face. He was frustrated, 'thank God it's night time' he thought imagining how Sham would behave when she walked to his room at this moment. She wore a red night gown, thigh length. "Please leave my room, I have to rest I need to go to work tomorrow." He said. She got out of bed and stood close to him, Amal moved back, then she pushed her night gown off her body. Amal eyes widened and he placed his hands to hide his eyes from seeing what she wanted him to see. "I want you Amal, can't you see that, Sham doesn't love you, she's using you. Let me give you the love that she can never give you Amal." She said moving closer. "I love Sham okay. I will always love her whether she wants me or not, excuse me please." He said and walked towards the door. "And please just find a place tomorrow and leave my house." He said walking out. He then went to his parents room, locked it and slept peacefully.