I am packing my things up. My body was moving with no clear state of mind.

The words that came from the mouth of The CEO was still echoing in my ears.

"I am hiring you as my wife and pay you 20,000 US Dollars every month."

I am now going to live with the CEO and without any idea how I should do it.

While I am packing my things up, my phone notified.

New message arrived.

It was placed beside me on the top of my bed while I was putting some clothes to my bag.

I checked it and the name of the love of my life showed.

"Diesel?" that word came out from my mouth with my heart was too excited in beating. My blood became alive. I was so distracted with the name that pop out on the screen.

I opened the message with my hands shaking.

"I am on my way to your place."

HUH?!

My eyes widened the moment I opened his message.

Wait! Wait! Wait!

My insanity is coming back. My best friend's warning were erased instantly in my mind. I quickly forgot what he just done.

I want to see him. I want to be with him again but...

The CEO is coming too.

I am now battling with my thoughts.

I went to the create new message and texted t

The CEO.

"Sir, I want to resign. Please, don't pick me up here. Thank you so much and I am sorry."

After I sent the message I removed all the clothes from the bag.

Immediately, the $20,000 every month became worthless.

I instantly set aside the life of being in a cloud 9.

Now I know how insane I was to the person who never give value to my existence.

How can I let go of myself from being attached to him?

Treating me like a trash and nobody but I still want him.

This is a curse, I think.

Choosing a stupid guy over a $20,000 money every month.

And at the back of my mind, I have to free myself from marrying someone because I think Diesel wants to marry me.

I opened his message and responded, "See you."

Seeing Diesel is better for me. The pain is tolerable as long as I am with him.

Insanity. Crazy. Stupid.

I can't hear those words. It is powerless.

I don't know but I felt so excited.

I went to the shower room and wash again.

After washing, I wore the best dress that I could wear.

I want to look pleasing to Diesel. I want to be the best.

I want to catch and forever willing to win his heart over and over again.

I used perfume. I looked so sexy.

I wore make up.

I am sure that he will like me.

After a few minutes, the door bell rang.

I looked in the mirror once more and check my appearance and I am ready to face Diesel again.

I opened the door slowly with my heart rate fast. Ot was uncontrollable in beating due to excitement.

Then I saw my man.

"Hi."

He greeted me with one cold word and that's fine with me. As long as I saw him, I am complete.

"Hi!" I let him in with a smile and expected a kiss from him but I received nothing.

He walk straightly to my room and I followed him like a dumb person who wants attention.

When he reached his steps in front of my bed, he pulled me and drag me helplessly to my bed.

He started enjoying my lips to my neck while holding both of my arms against the bed.

He pulled up my top and let his lips with his tongue ran through my soft chest down to my flat sexy tummy.

I don't know why he was so aggressive with me whenever whe are together but so embarassed when people know that I am his girl friend.

I heard his voice aroused and felt his man hood strong and angry.

"Uhhh!"

He said multiple times and he moves so energetic and quick.

I want him to be satisifed.

I want him to want me.

Then she pulled down my sexy short and turne my body up side down where he could see the full view of my butt.

"I really like your butt!!!" with a strong angry voice.

He slapped my butt and bit it.

"Ouch!!" I shouted but he liked it. He was even more aroused whenever I get hurt by what he was doing to me.

He then removed my top completely and cleaned up my hair to the one side that can show the back of my neck until…

He stopped and asked, “What’s this?”

I wondered what he is talking about so I asked, “What what?”

“The one on your neck. Is that a kiss mark?” he asked deeply without moving.

My eyes widened as I came back to my mind.

F*ck! Did Mr. CEO put a kiss mark on my neck last night?! Sh*t!

I am out of words and I don’t know what should I say.

I am nervous on how could I tell him that it was nothing or just a scratch with a look that I am really saying the truth.

“Huh?! What are you talking about? Kiss mark? How could I have that? Impossible!” I told him with my chest pumping wildly.

He pulled my hair and held my neck to the point that I felt choked and whispered, “You are mine. Put that in your head!”

“Don’t you ever dare to cheat on me. You will regret that.”

I felt owned. I love what he was saying.

I nodded and said, “Of course I won’t.”

It was so selfish that he wanted me exclusively for him but he was not doing the same.

Then he removed his pants and his manhood came out strong.

He pulled my head strongly and turned it in front of his man hood.

It felt my soft lips and came in that made him groan.

“You are mine!” he said deeply.

I almost puke because of the intensity but it doesn’t bother him. He likes it most.

He pushed me to lay my body down on the bed and opened my legs wide and postured himself as his manhood was about to feel the heat of my body.

But when the intensity came, the doorbell sounded.

“Ding dong! Ding dong!”

Oh my god! Who was that?!

I heard the same question to myself from Diesel, “Who was that? Do you have visitor this late?”

“No, I don’t!” I said while my eye brows raised.

Then another ding dong sounded.

He pulled his shorts and told me that he will check it but I pulled his hand and said, “No, let me do it.”

I wore my top without a bra and my short quick and walk toward the door and opened it.

F*ck! It was The CEO!

I closed my mouth using both of my hands because of surprise. My skin produced cold sweat real quick!

I didn’t noticed that Diesel followed me without wearing a shirt.

“Who was that?” He asked proudly.

I was stunned and clueless on what to do.

“Gigi, let’s go.” The CEO said while his both hands were on his pocket.

My gaze were switching to the both of them.

“Let’s go.” The CEO said with a firm authority.

“Ahh… mmm… sir?” I said. I can’t complete my word because I am out of it.

Diesel came in front of me and face The CEO which made me more nervous on what might happen. I

“What are you talking about? What do you need?” Diesel said.

The CEO showed the paper that cause me to pull Diesel behind me.

“Sir…” I said.

He turned his back at me and said, “I’ll be waiting for you there.” Pointing his finger toward the right side, the parking.

Diesel left wondered.

“What was that?!”

I am confused. I need some advice at that very moment from my best friend but I had no time to do that. I have to decide by myself.

“Diesel, go.” I said looking on the floor.

“Huh? What’s going on?” Diesel replied.

“Go!” I repeatedly said. It was my first time to push him away.

“Is that the guy who gave you the mark on your neck?!” He said and his voice elevated in tone.

“Go.” I am not answering his question, I just remain from making him leave the place.

“If you will not leave, I’ll leave.” I said.

“What are you doing?!” he said and pushed me against the wall and held my neck.

By this time it is not because he was aroused but because of violence alone.

I pushed him away and said, “If you will not listen to me in a nice way and leave, I will call a police!”

I showed him an extreme dissatisfaction toward to what he has done to me.

For the first time, I had a guts to say such things to him.

It was against my heart but I had no choice. I already signed the paper and The CEO didn’t accept my resignation.

If Diesel will create a fight with The CEO, maybe it will be his last day.

Diesel took his shirt inside my room and wearing it while he was walking toward the door and slammed it strongly as he closed it.

I inhaled deeply and closed my eyes.

Maybe I should appreciate the $20,000 more from now on.