Eric's POV.

I have a wedding with Angela today!

And I don't know how to feel about this..?! I have loved her since childhood but I don't feel good at all about this wedding! Because it feels like I'm cheating on her and cheating with her emotions. She is

just a pure-hearted girl and I don't want to hurt her anyway. But I don't have any other option.

I don't know how I'm going to handle all the situations from today! And I do not know at all how long I will be able to hide this deep secret from her that she is going to marry today, not Erish , but me Eric!

I'm feeling so guilty in my heart that I don't know how I'm going to face her today. What if she realized that I'm not the one she loves. What if she realized that I'm Eric.

I have been thinking all this in my heart that only then will my parents come into the room.

"Eric, my poor son! I'm sorry! " After coming into the room, my mother apologized face said to me.

I can sense she is so upset. Her face is looking a little pale and her eyes also become moist with tears.

Seeing her like this I tried to console her. "Mother, don't cry !!! I know you both were helpless ! I promise, I will try my best to fulfill Erish place "

Hearing my words, she nodded lightly and smiled gently.

Suddenly my father said coldly, "Eric, I know you are feeling guilty towards Angela, but we don't have any choice! and we can't cancel the wedding date ! Please just act as Erish until we find out the right time to tell Angela and her family about this. "

Hearing my father, I didn't know how to feel but it didn't make my guilt any less.

"Let's go, it's already time! " my father said in a calm tone.

I took a long breath and nodded slowly.

Finally, I stood on the stage and started thinking furiously about Angela. When my thoughts started to become blurred, I heard cheering and clapping voices and finally, I saw Angela..!

Seeing her, my heart started beating fastly and only one line came to my mind "My Angela! "

She is looking as beautiful as the way she looked all the time. From childhood to adulthood, I already imagined her thousands of times in a bridal dress. But today, I can't express her beauty in words. She is looking damn beautiful in her bridal dress and her veil which is giving her a full gorgeous bridal look. She is looking so adorable and gorgeous in her dress. I can see her goddess face from her veil.

No matter how much I tried but I could not take my eyes off her. After seeing her, my heartfelt helpless. After coming from abroad, this is the first time I met her. And I never even thought in my dreams or imagination that I would meet her as her groom in this way. This is a really unbelievable and unpredictable situation for me.

Never realizing my thoughts and emotions, Angela is slowly - slowly coming towards me. And my heartbeat becomes fast with each step which is coming towards me. She shyly looked at the floor without raising her head.

When there is a few inches distance between her and the stage. I can see and admire her goddess look, her almond-shaped eyes and her long silky black hair which is flowing freely behind her back. I can see her red cherry lips which look like curves because of her shy smile. She is holding a white rose bouquet in her one hand. Her vail is the only thing which is stopping me from looking at her whole gorgeous face clearly. But I could imagine how she is looking without her veil. My thoughts become clearer when a few seconds later she stands in front of me on the stage and her father gives me her hand on my hand.

After holding her hand, I realized that her hand is so small just like a child and it fits absolutely right in my hand. It just feels like her hand is only made for my hand to be a fit.

But my thoughts vanished again when father (The Priest) told me to kiss her.

Hearing this, I lost my mind and clenched my fist tightly. And the only thing I thought in my mind was " I don't want to feel more guilty ! "

But all my thoughts suddenly stopped when I saw her looking at me lovingly and confusedly. It feels like her eyes are questioning me , why didn't I make a move. After seeing that look I finally moved towards her and slowly opened her Vail. And see her beautiful, gorgeous face. Seeing her beautiful face and whole appearance from this close, my heart skipped a beat.

I can clearly admire her beauty without any disturbance. Her almond-shaped eyes are just looking at me lovingly and her lips which are looking so plummy and as red as cherry, slightly parted when I leaned closer to her face. She is ready to give herself to me. But I'm the one who is not ready to feel more guilty. When there was only a little gap between our lips, she slowly closed her eyes. Seeing her like this, that moment my mind only wants to grab her cherry lips and taste it. I want to kiss her passionately without thinking about anything. But this is all only my thoughts which became clear a few seconds later.

I helplessly sighed in my heart and then kisses her forehead leaving her soft lips.

When I kissed her on the forehead , she suddenly opened her eyes astonishingly and started staring at me with an upset face. Seeing her like this makes me feel a little bit awkward and upset. I became hesitant and started thinking what to say to her but all my thoughts vanished when I saw her again smiling. She happily chuckled looking at me.

Seeing her smiling face, my heart felt warm .This is the first time she is smiling warmly towards me. Now I can understand how it feels when your lover smiles at you. After feeling like this, I just want her to smile like this all her life , so I can see her beautiful smile. Today I promise to myself, I will try my best to keep her happy until my last breath.