Tamara

"WATCH YOUR MOUTH, Tamara!" My father wailed. With his threatening tone, I lost my temper and kind of forgot who I was talking to at that moment.

My father was the alpha for freaking sake!

"Watch it! What! Are you listening to what you are saying? You spit the bomb into my face in the early morning, and suddenly you stated that you made a decision? What! And me! What am I supposed to do or say?!" I rolled my eyes in disbelief.

"You're supposed to marry John! That's it." my elder sister Julia smirked with a demonic grin. I spin my head roaring, "And what are you supposed to do?"

"Nothing! I'm the next in line female alpha! I will rule the pack and manage the business, keep  on by working with my father!" Julia has given me a side glance smirk.

"No further words! It's already done. The mating ceremony will be soon," my father hollered ending the argument. He furrowed his eyebrows.

I ran to my sister grabbing her arm, and shaking her palms, I was shivering "you are my older sister, you have to support me! Do something. I can't get mated to anyone I don't like, besides I do have a boyfriend!"

Julia blinked "What? When? Until past midnight you were single!" My sister snorted, and then she placed her hand over her mouth, she noticed that my mother and my father were still next to us. She blew a gasp away.

I hopped off my chair, slamming it to the floor, well, I didn't mean to, but the shock made me act angrily "Yes, I'm not ugly! I found one. This morning! An hour ago!" I crossed my arms over my chest, and I groaned gazing at my sister.

I felt like I was sold, I wonder if I did belong to that heartless family or not. I can't be born through this mother's womb and by the sperm of the father. And that sister can't be carried by the same blood. We have nothing linked us as a family, and we have failed to be connected and communicated usually as a big happy or even miserable family.

 I zoned out thinking, then I came back to earth and gazed at my sister who was acting like a stranger to me.

"Huh? Even so! What I should say to your father?! You know he is so stubborn! No one could hold him when he decided something," my sister whispered to me, ruffling my hair back to my ear. Okay, now she was kidding as if my life was some joke to her?!

"And you are going to be the Alpha!" I popped out my eyes, and I pouted to my sister. I tried to ask her for help quietly making her feel guilty for me. At least she should do it, or I will blackmail her by anything. I need some help for god sake!

"Exactly and this marriage, your marriage from the son of our partner's son is for business and emerging the two packs will make us stronger," my sister murmured and turned her head away ignoring my eyes. Oh, that monster!'

"What a cruel, heartless sister! I'm your younger sister! "I shrieked and hit my sister's chest with my fist. I was making her flinch and jump back with widened eyes.

'Come on! She was shocked?! Does she even think that I will surrender to such a decision?! I prefer to end my life by my own hands, and I won't accept a guy I had never met.'

"Honey! Give yourself a chance. Meet him first, and later, we will see." Julia sighed with a frustrated tone, and then she said to me with a tender expression, what role was she performing!

She was Drawing a friendly face! I know that she was just not like that! She was lovely, but not when it comes to business and money. As she used to say 'I love to be in love, but I do love money as well because without money, I can't live my life happily, and I can't do shopping or travel as well.' So at least behind those unkind eyes was a little spot that knew love is essential. I guess I convinced her.

"Okay, then you have to come with me! Or I will run away from the pack and the house, and you will never find me until death!" I narrowed my eyes at Julia, and I drew a bashful laugh.

And placed a soft kiss on her cheeks, made her stare away, thinking for a while.

She exhaled and inhaled lightly, then smiled as surrender "Okay, okay, smoothing down" Julia placed her hands on my shoulder while I was going to walk away from her.

I knew she would never refuse. She was exactly like my father. She cared about the money more than me. Nonetheless, for me, all I cared about was to find my mate even if he was a beggar omega or moneyless and homeless.

My father suddenly waved to me while he was strolling next to my mother out to the pool "By the way, you need to pick up some clothes, you will go on vacation with John tonight for a week, and after that week, you are going to be mated to him,"

Was he kidding? Please, someone, tell me that I was in the middle of a nightmare because I do think I needed a pinch or even a punch to my face. I was lost.

I rolled my eyes, "What the hell!" I gnash my teeth, twirling my head to Julia slowly with a face full of spleen "You are coming with me. End of discussion." I commanded Julia with a stern tone that made her scared of me.

 Yes, I looked like a crazy maniac she-wolf sometimes when I got so mad. And at that moment I felt like I might kill one; they were pestering me to be mated to him.

I would make him regret it. I wish he could feel the same as me, and I hope he had a girl in his life or even a boy.

Anything, PLEASE GOD HELP ME. If he insisted, then I will kill myself. Oh no, I was too beautiful to suffer and end my life so soon.

If that guy has insisted on marrying me, then I will stab him right in the chest. Oh or maybe I will poison him?! No, I should try to push him away and make him hate me. I guessed that it was better.

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