Contemporary Romance>Loving my enemy>Chapter 7 I will take your virginity
Chapter 7 I will take your virginity
Jennifer
My heart partially stopped from beating. As if I lost all my pulses suddenly when I heard his last few words. 'I had nightmares of you!' What does that mean? That can't be happening. I came here after all those years to take my revenge on him and now he was trying to turn me upside down?! I can't believe him! I just can't.
I stayed calm giving him my back until I felt his hand on my shoulder, he turned my body gently to look at him and nodded assuring me, "yes, Jennifer. I felt guilty for what I did to you in the past. I tried to find you after Juan got killed but I couldn't find you. I can't deny that I'm badly in need of your forgiveness. But that doesn't mean I feel something towards you. I just want to compensate you. Tell me what you want and I will give you millions if you want to start over again," he said with a sincere and honest tone. His glares tender.
I couldn't find a word except, "I don't need your money. And I will never forgive you even if you kissed my feet." I scoffed at what he said and I rolled out of the bed gazing at him with deadly stares.
He huffed in frustration and rubbed his face annoyed. "Then tell me what do you need? Maybe I could help you. Because I will never kiss your feet," he said angrily and arrogantly.
I raised an eyebrow, "I told you. Let me participate in this show. Now it will be legal as I heard. So, it makes it safer and my master won't hurt me. Just give me a good man with a lot of money. That’s all I need for now. Someone who could appreciate having a hot woman like me," I said egotistically.
He chuckled and shook his head, "Dammit! You are not even a woman yet?! Do you think that you could face what you faced before?! You have no idea about that. And you are still a virgin. We don't sell virgin girls anymore," he mumbled with a little shout filled with anger.
I crossed my arms over my chest and raised an eyebrow, "then make me a complete woman then."
He checked me up and down briefly for a while. I guess he was shocked by my words and was doing his best to process what I meant.
But, yes... It was so obvious to the blind. I was ready to lose my virginity. At least now, I was doing this will not by force. I realized that life is too short to be spent on revenge and hatred. That doesn't mean that I don't hate him anymore. Of course, I hate him so much and I want him dead. Maybe I will throw a party after his death. But I'm still young, only twenty-one years old, so I have a life and the future and I have to use this opportunity now.
I know that from his words, he might give me whatever I want without participating in the slavery auction. But I don't want his money. After those years I decided what I need.
I need a man, a powerful man to content me and to make me his and I will do my best to make him mine as well. I want someone rich by my side. Someone who will appreciate having me and do his best to make me happy.
Maybe he will fall for me and maybe I will love him as well. Maybe later we will decide to get married and stay together forever. Who knows? Maybe.
And if we didn't get along after the year, then at least I could start over alone and go to college or start a small company and buy a small house. The money from the bidding of the auction would help me. And from the data I had collected earlier about the show I was sure that I might be sold for a high sum of money.
But this time at least I will win something.
I spaced out for a while but came back to earth when I felt Javier’s hand pulling my chin up gently to look at his face.
I blinked and stepped back an inch to make a gap between us. I don't know why I felt this feeling because of his touch. I never hated his touch but the opposite happened. I felt that I wanted to become closer to his body. To hug him. That was weird. That's why I tried to keep a distance between us.
But I guess he didn't accept that he stepped closer to me leaving no space at all. Just about brushing our noses together. I could hear his heartbeats and his fuming warm breath over my face.
'Or that was my heart beat?!'
I took a few steps back till my back hit the wall. He smirked devilishly and strode towards me and pulled me to his chest, "Are you crazy?" he yelled then I turned my head to take a look. I hit the window and I was going to fall down.
I lowered my gaze to his chest to not look directly into his eyes. He broke the silence, "are you sure?" he asked me and I got lost with that.
I raised my head up, "what do you mean by that?" Seriously his eyes and his touch made me freeze in my place. It wasn't the same scary ice eyes that I hated before. It was something that made me drown in between and lose the ability to talk or think or do anything.
He leaned closer to my ear and whispered, "are you sure about participating in the upcoming show?"
I was sure but the way he asked me made me tremble and scared.
But, I blew a long breath away and said confidently, "Yes, master."
He pulled his head and his body away from me then he walked to the bed and sat on the edge giving me exploring glare at my body and I didn't mind because yes, he will be my sex teacher now. He will be my master. At least I can go now and join the girls down in their own apartment and another man will touch me not him. This is more comfortable for me.
He gestured by his fingers to me, "come here, now. On your knees," he commanded me in a Dom tone. And I knew that I had to obey his orders. I hesitantly stepped closer to his knees then I bent down on my knees waiting for his orders.
"You will have to obey me now. You will sign the contract for my company and you must lose your virginity. Are you ready?" he asked slowly, staring at me.
I nodded, "yes master."
He sighed and stood up suddenly, "okay, then get ready because I will be the one who will take your virginity tonight." I rolled my eyes and he stormed out of the room slamming the door shut behind him.
'Fuck! What? Why?!'